Simply in love with yoo. =3

Hais

2008-12-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

Just going half a year my probation in the end tio another case . Also dont know will tio what ,
Petrina now dhen yoo believe me that lock up very cold hors ? tell yoo the first tyme
dont wanna believe . try it yourself liao dhen know . Hahaha . Seriously lock up is no fun .
29 december go in dont know have the chance to step out of jurong HQ anot . Hais , Just
hope for the best bahs . :] Just have a gan twnnie on 17 december 11pm . :] JOEY TWINNIE <3
I simply cant forget him . Today just play badminton with him . :( but mama wants me
go home early . So long never see him liao . Saw dao him very happy . hehe . :] 27 december going
si ma lu pray pray . Hope nothing will happen to us . Hope tio warning nia .
Hope we go derhs in come derhs out . :] All the best to me nd my friend . <3>

Waiting for you .

2008-11-25T21:13:00.001-08:00

If only I had the guts, to tell you how I feel,

I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real.

And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared,

Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared...

But right now, I just have to let our fate flow,

Going down the right path, the one that we both know.

I don't want to admit- too many feelings of mine,

In case I scare you off, but I really am genuine.

I just hope that what I see, of you is just the truth,

Because I’d love for both of us to eventually pursue.

I’m standing here, as patient as I know how,

And even if you disagree, my mind will disavow.

I wish we both could just want the same thing,

As each day progresses, happiness is what I’d bring.

You know that we are made for each other,

So just give me a chance, just don’t say never.

You really worry me when you blow hot and cold,

If there is a problem just let your mind unfold.

And I know that you're afraid of commitment,

I can be too, but just think of the times we've spent.

So as time moves on, I hope we get together,

So when the time is right, I can say - always and forever.

And right now, these feelings I have to hide,

Because I’m afraid, ill lose this chance for life.

So from this day onwards, I will wait,

For you to come and tell it straight,

I hope the decision you choose is me,

Can’t keep my hopes too high,

I’ll just have 2 wait and see

Hurt me lots ~ :[

2008-11-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

What you said or done have hurt me lots , maybe you guys may think i'm strong . But , i'm not always th strong Joey you guys have known . No one know my feeling now . I need someone to pamper , love nd dote on me too . But , you were always not there . Waited so long lerhs , but gain nothing in return . Should i continue ? Or stop dreaming of impossible dreams . 我觉得有时候，我觉得我自己很笨很笨。等待一个不可能的时情发生。可是我已经爱你爱到无法自拔，连我自己都不知道为什么我会这么的爱你。我爱上了一个不爱我的人。抱着一些不可能的希望，真的很相放弃。 I've should have know you wont like me at all . This few days i've been trying to keep a distance away from you . I wanted to try forgetting you . But , it's hard . Really hard , no matter how hard i tried , i just cant forget . Upon seeing you , i really cant bring myself not to look at you . I cant control myself . I cant always keep hiding my feeling towards you . I also know you've already know that i have feeling towards you . But , you know or dont know doesn't make much difference . You are showing cold shoulder towards me . I'm really not that strong as you guys may think that i'm . I'm a girl too . No one knows how i feel now . It really sucks to th core ~ :(

._.''

2008-10-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

Shag ~~~~~ i miss HIM HIM HIM HIM !!!!
Two days never saw him lerhs ~ T.T
i've tried to fang qi him lerhs , but but but ....
i simply cant sio , when saw him i jiu ........
Hais , sian luhs , now aday 4 head sibei sian sio .
Last 2 day got alot of new things ! xD all free derhs , Petrina also :DD
Hahaha ! Petrina go get the idiot FART SPRAY ! very smelly sio ~~~~
Last tyme she go spray ad Jialong backside . Haha , really dam smelly ~
Nothing happen much recently . Only our group got lanjiao lang do lanjiao taij .
Guess all our group derhs people should know bahs . kuku , she still say limbei
hai her dont dare come out , sibei jiaowei sia . -'- Actually what she done
everybody see liao also bo song lor . dhen still tell Sharon what i cant listen go in .
Actually is she cant listen go in lor . Pcb luhs she . Lanjiao lang .
She say what MIA . Wtf , keep finding excuse coming down . dhen i sms
her say ' thought yoo say yoo mia still come down for ? ' dhen jitao let
me hit the spot . dhen never come down lerhs . Nb . dhen boss ask her whye never
come down lerhs ? She say she ad lan , kanina , dhen i ask her where she ?
She tell me she seeing movie with cuiling . dhen she tell sharon say me nd petrina say
cuiling buang . The fact is she really dam buang . ._.''
Hais , whye got this kind of people exist ? Shag ~~~

I MISS HIM ~~~~~ :((

BORED ~~~

2008-10-11T07:05:00.000-07:00

This few day dam it bored sio ~
Slack slack slack !
Something petrina help wo ask him , something
that iie dont wanna heard derhs .
Is , he rather remain as friend ,
cause he dont wanna hurt me .
Told myiie friend about this , they said , it's just his
stupid xcuse to reject me . But the feel
that he gave me ain't like normal
friend ad all . Hais ~ Shag luhs !

-PBT-
Slacker Group <3

Fiona ; Jialong ; Adrain ; Sherry ; Suan ;
Derek ; ShanHui ; Petrina ; WeiQiang ;
Gibson ; ZiKun ; WenCong ; ZhenGe ; XueTing nd lastly is ME !!! :DD

Sorry if i've left anyone out . :((

Yawn ~

2008-09-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yawn luhhs ~ so bored recently . Nothing to update sio . ><"
Some idiot from CHIJ sec sucks man ~ only know how to act big .
Aye , xiaomeimei , scolded us dao sibei song . I'm so scare . TT!
They got play shirt derhs . (SOB) -.-'' Lan diao . Just now ad teck whye .
Go rounding wiiv Xueting . From teck whye go to 4 head . Round 4 head
1 round , dhen go back teck whye . Very sian . TIRING SIO ~
dhen scratch myself . =='' CHIJ sec dai sai mehhs ? Say what we neighbourhood
school . wtf ~ as if ure papa nd mama not from any neighbourhood school .
Insulting sia . Making us even more angry . nd call the stupid weijie mai answer the
fone . Call him is give him face liaos . Msg him ask him answer the fone .
he replied , NONE FOR YOU ~ I'm SLEEPING ~ ( WTF !! )
As if iie wanna call him liddat . Hais . Keep pon school . pon dao sibei sian .
Next week must go school liaos . Arbo go court review i hong kan lor .
So many days did not attend school lerhs . But last thursday nd friday derhs MC
i dont haf leis . Later the stupid JPL kpkb again . Send what yellow form .
He's kind of retareded . -.- Nothing more to say :D Blog dao here bahhs . ^^

I simply love them lots !
Fiona ; Dasao
Jialong ; Korkor
Derek ; Fighter
Petrina ; An quan gan -.-
Xueting ; Darlink
WeiQiang ; Boss
Zhen Ge ; Rosy
Leslie ; Daisy
Gibson ; Mario Papa

Since you're gone ~

2008-08-30T06:36:00.000-07:00

Since you're gone

There is an empty space

Since you're gone

The world is not the same

I go back to the places we've been

It feels like you're still there

I live all those moments again

Wishing you were here

Since you're gone

there is a lonely heart

Since you're gone

Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place

Bringing it back all so clear

I remember all of those days

Wishing you were here

Since you're gone

There is a heart that bleeds

Since you're gone

I'm not the person i used to be

I follow your steps in the snow

The traces disppear

We know what we've lost when it's gone

I'm wishing you were here

All those lonely nights

I lied on my ned and cried

I still think of you

Yes i do

Updated !

2008-08-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

Lol , it's PETRINA asked me update again ! -.-

Yawn ~ Nothing happen recently . Ohya , me nd Petrina just learned how

to cycle ! ( Although we're quite old to learn ad this age . =='' )

So many BRUISES ! WeiQiang ( Boss ) help Petrina rub . She horrs , rub that

tyme keep kpkb . -.- ( Buay tahan ) Screaming ~ ( ARGHHHH ~~~ ) LOL !

Heng mine is Petrina nd Sharon rub , not really that pain . :D hehe .

But actually our leg is okay liaos , but suddenly WeiQiang ask Leslie take from

his house the oil cause WeiQiang wanna help Gibson make his hand , dhen Petrina hand

also got bruises , dhen help her rub , Xueting ( Darlink ) leg same as me ! Our bruises

is kana dao our leg middle derhs bone there ! ( Very pain leis , try it ureself ! -.- )

dhen now our leg can see the bruises again , very ugly sio . T.T!

Yea , this few days slacking like normal . Hais , last two days ago , my deary

KORKOR ( Jialong ) go put his leg outside his house derhs window ! ( Like wtf.... )

nd wanna cut his own hand , hais , JIALONG arhs JIALONG ! Think about all

ure friend around yoo can ? Last tyme yoo ask me ot to cut my hand , i also

listen to yoo , can yoo listen to us this tyme ? I dont wanna lose a korkor leis .

I heard from Xueting that yoo put ure leg outside window i chua sai leis . I jitao LAN diao .

I heard liaos also dam angry sia . Please think of us . Dont leave us .

Please donn do any foolish thing again . As yoo said yoo haf many stress like

ure mum keep nagging yoo or whatever so , my family member also like that ,

but , we've no choice , they're our zhang bei . We must respect them .

I've my own problem also , every body has their own problem

to settle , but death is not the only way to settle thingy . Please SOH JIALONG !

Stop doing foolish thing again . Dont make wo gek xim again . ='(

Many many things happen recently . Many unpleasant things happen .

I've no idea to settle some problems .

Some pictures :D ( Zhen ge , Leslie , WeiQiang )

RETARD ! hees ~ :DD

If only I had the guts, to tell you how I feel,

I would hold you forever, and show you that I'm real.

And if I could, I would capture every memory that we shared,

Seal and treasure it, never forget the times we cared...

But right now, I just have to let our fate flow,

Going down the right path, the one that we both know.

I don't want to admit- too many feelings of mine,

In case I scare you off, but I really am genuine.

I just hope that what I see, of you is just the truth,

Because I’d love for both of us to eventually pursue.

I’m standing here, as patient as I know how,

And even if you disagree, my mind will disavow.

I wish we both could just want the same thing,

As each day progresses, happiness is what I’d bring.

You know that we are made for each other,

So just give me a chance, just don’t say never.

You really worry me when you blow hot and cold,

If there is a problem just let your mind unfold.

And I know that you're afraid of commitment,

I can be too, but just think of the times we've spent.

So as time moves on, I hope we get together,

So when the time is right, I can say - always and forever.

And right now, these feelings I have to hide,

Because I’m afraid, ill lose this chance for life.

So from this day onwards, I will wait,

For you to come and tell it straight,

I hope the decision you choose is me,

Can’t keep my hopes too high,

I’ll just have 2 wait and see

Blah ~

2008-08-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

YAWN ~ Yesterday went drinking again. xD
Cabbed to feiifeii house ard $18 & cabbed
back to mum's house $16++ LOL.

xing tong leis! T.T! Going to be broke soon luhhs ~
Yesterday darlink so emo sia.
忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空.
Hope she& leslie last long long arhs! xD
Later meeting darlink(Xueting) . Going 4head (Batok)
Maybe meeting weiqiang(Boss) later. hahas .
GRATS PETRINA ! ure weijie accept yoo. HAHAS !
Hope yoo guys last long too . ^^
Ohya, almost forget jialong& my da sao.
Hope all of us can last long our relationship. (:
<3 yoo guys lots luhhs ~

Updated!

2008-08-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

blah blah blah ~ Update my blog cause PETRINA ask
me to ~ xD Last few days so fun ;DD
Leslie, Xueting, Rongjun, Shanhui, Weiqiang, Zhengge& me on monday
all of us were drunk man! hahas, i bought milo for them .
Tuesday we go goodview garden slack. Same people
as monday, BUT! only added petrina, haoxuan ( Guess his name is
liddat spell bahhs. ~_~) & 1 guy dont know how to
spell his name. -.- we go 爬山. LOL ~ dhen haoxuan fell down.
Wednesday all the same people. HAHAS! wednesday all of us
like siao kia sia, play LC game& kissing game. xD
Thursday is bored man~ Those guys buay steady derhs
lor. PS Petrina, Xueting& me. * WTF * ._.''
But, ad night we go 411 help them with sin tua thingy. Fun man~
ARGH ~ today peii shanhui go the selfgroup meeting, quite fun too.
This week so fun man ~ Seldom update. xD

Fcuk-ed

2008-07-25T06:19:00.000-07:00

Wth lor. Today such an unlucky day man! Stupid John Paul Low catch my skirt short again! tmd! -.-

dhen argue with him, go see principal. heng sio, principal give me chance no report to my PO. ;D

Retarded JPL! Keep picking on us. Keep bragging like as if he's really got connection outside. -'- fcuk off man. Today go reporting. *YAWN* very bored. Hais, Petrina sounded so sad luhhs. CHEER UP FRIEND! there's always other guys that are better& cute dhen him.

As said, Nothing last forever. =x Cheer up. Dont sad sad lerhs. ;DD

-.-

2008-07-24T02:08:00.000-07:00

LOL ! all thanks to shanhui for helping me editing this blog!

Thanks lots emo kia! hehe. ;D Now ad darlink (xueting) house slacking~

hahas. Xueting, Shanhui, BoonChun, Leslie& Cuiling drinking& smoking!

hohoho~ ;D today such a fun day. IDIOT! John Paul Low tthad lanjiao form teacher.

Saying my skirt very short. -.- dhen refer to DM. hais. dhen tthad toopiidx JiaLong KORKOR!

Ps wo because of stead. TT today such a fun day narhs! ;DD

2008-07-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

Fcuk-ed up day sia! argh~ idiotic blogger. i simply just

dont know how to make this thingy. =x

HAHAS ~ Just came back from audition-ing.

Stupid audition go make the patch dhen now got C6,

Making me need re-train my chance. tmd. -.-

Today blog dao here bahhs. :D

Yawn

2008-07-19T23:02:00.001-07:00

LOL . Just created this blog. hee. ^^ for fun.

Only sometimes will update nia. hoho ~